i am emotional recently... sometimes i suspect why god doesnt offer me a good man i meet ..and i always wonder when will i fall in love without any obstacle...
Finding the most suitable one is really really difficult !
apart from this, i always feel depressed is that i lose my way even i try hard to finish one of my essays yesterday~~ when i saw my senior classmates from secondary schools who graduated from chinese university and finished bachelor of Journalism and Communication degree... i didn't know why my tear dropped ,maybe i feel sad since i can't study well as same as her... then i made the comparison ; (P.s. my secondary school is not quite outstanding so i think my senior classmate were able to study at such university and such famours/popular programme that is entirely inspirable to me !)
''i'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue...''
now i am staying at hostel,....i really want to go back my home ...my only home ! my roommates left yesterday becuase semester ended... and they believe their homes are the most comfortable places for thm to do revision/assignments ' so do i ! but i can borrow lots of reference books at school library ~ so that's why i still stay there but not going back to my home!!! I AM EXCEEDINGLY HOMESICK
*when will my dream come true and will it come true ? *